Within The Pain

In continuation of Pain pills.


Sometimes I feel that Death is my
only option, because Where in life
do I stand? I have so much Hate for
the world, Like I would kill some odd
people && then have a reason to turn
the gun amongst my brain. Why believe
when my own flesh decide to make a mockery
of me; by taking advantage of my pride.
I stole something I could never get back..
They raped my virginity && stored something
within side of me that would of been a bastard
if I didn't cope with abortion. Now mentally I have
reviewed image of that very same day, that day will
never be put beside. I would have to live with that
for thee rest of my life. Four brother's rapping there
only sister && one brother getting her pregnant. demeaning
history. Why live? when my face is remember across the
nation for created controversial at such a young aged.
Why not be not be made of a example of death? Re create
so I can be re birth with a fresh && renewed image, because
right now I feel like death should be my only escape.