" Voice Mail Msg" Beeeeeeeeep!
Hi! I know you probably wandering
why I am calling you at this time?
{Facial Expression} Yeah!
I understand now that I was
suppose to noticed your every
sketch... meaning I was suppose
love from the heart instead of
my gut feelings... You Know?
{Facial Expression} Naw I don't
Know....
Although I probably left a vivid
picture in the back of your mind
because I made it clear that my
heart was fill with Boldness, scared,
lonely and fragile.. That was spiteful
of me and all you wanted to do was make
me Happy... wanted to love me better
than any man could.. I asked God a question
last night, God is he the man for me?
I just want to let you know That I LOVE YOU!
{Thinking amongst self}
Who the hell am I ? chopped & screwed, W H O T H E H E L L A M I?
now your chopped & screwed wandering when someone will love you back?
Now I'm turning my back, while you being Tevin Campbell " Can We Talk".
{ stilling thinking amongst self} Free styling
well to answer your question I'm the man that looked you in
your eyes and told you everything you wanted to hear truthfully.
never did I lie to you for any reasoning. Instead your reason for
leaving wasn't even... Wait a minute, there wasn't even a reason..
You just left.. No Calls, or no show, so now i'm in my room " Rocking
My Shells Toes & My Kango" on that LL " I need Love" shit.. But
you lied and told me you didn't want " NO MORE DRAMA", you
know on some Mary J shit. You just don't sit there and turn
everything down that we had.. Now i'm Ghost Face and you
just don't let your man down like that. Now it's another journey
failed, another piece of my heart melted, but my heart has a
spirit that's lives through my soul within my inner console.
{ returning the phone call}
Juslisen! I let you talk, now
here me out....
Now you want to rewrite what we had, now you want to free
our love and sing a happy harmony of love. Quoting that
you tired of the battles between us. Craving serenity,
and telling my friends that you miss me. Take it
all the way back to the basics huh? so you want us
to make love like we did? kiss like we did? Naw I
pleasure you like I did because I was so in love with
you... made you realize that no matter the weather that
I would fulfilled your destiny of you being pleasure the man
way and not the virgin way.
But.... But My ass, you want to walk freely.. holding
hands.. down the gulf of the ocean.. and still want
me to maintain that smile I had..{ Shaking My Head}
You know what? Everything happen for a reason, it's a
reason why you did what you did? It's a reason why we
not together right now @ this very moment. It's a reason
why we easily broken, because we didn't have God as our
third knot... but you know what... What she asked? I will
let God lead me to my happiness of my Love haul because
you was afraid to let go... now that I'm gone you have time
to gather yourself.. But before I hang up this phone I want
you to know that I will pray for you and that you get through
this because your a strong women... { Just Hung Up}
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